Mistakes | Texting the Truth

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The driver flipped us off, hanging out of his car window and adding some colorful language, just in case I hadn’t gotten the message. I quickly drove away–before my daughter could get a nasty earful.?
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At first, I was upset at the driver. How dare he respond that way?? That wasn’t my fault. But then I was upset at myself. “You should be so embarrassed. You don’t have your act together lately.”
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Could this be the case? After all, I had been in a funk, I guess you could call it, for about two weeks — getting lost, being late, making mistakes. My husband had asked if I was feeling distracted lately. My friend said it was just the hiccups of life. But I feared something was wrong with me. Or worse, that it was just, well…me. “You’re a poor manager. You’re slow. You’re a bad driver. You’re an embarrassment to your daughter.”?
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That sounds harsh, but can you relate? Do you hear these kinds of thoughts too?
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This image, created by artist Becky Armstrong-Woods, caught my eye on Facebook and I’ve been thinking about it ever since. There are going to be SO many accusations coming at us from the outside that aim to tear us down. But if we fill ourselves with the ?truth? of who God says we are, our true identity, we will be able to #bemomstrong and lead our kids to do the same.
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Mom, what is the truth that you need to be reminded of today?
You are a work of art. (Ephesians 2:10)
You are deeply loved. (1 John 4:10)
You are free and not condemned. (Romans 8:1-2)
You are being built. (Ephesians 2:22)
You are being strengthened. (2 Thessalonians 3:3)
You are not lacking anything. (Psalm 23:1-3)
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We will be praying for you, our readers, that the truth of who God says we are will be what we choose to listen to when push comes to shove.
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And for more on strong identity, visit Monday’s post.
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Anna

Argh. I am so mad at myself! I just walked away from a conversation wishing I had NOT said something that I said. #passtheducttape ?

Jessica

I’ve been known to suffer from a little FIM (foot-in-mouth) syndrome myself! ? ? What happened?

Anna

We’re all chatting, and all of the sudden my friends are talking (complaining) about a certain person or situation that I know something about. Cue: my temptation to join in!

Laura

Ahh, yes… That is a major temptation! It’s so darn easy to just talk away! And then before you know it, you’ve said something hurtful.

Anna

Exactly! It’s just flying out of my mouth at the speed of light.⚡

Jessica

I’m guilty of that! ? And I often know I shouldn’t be doing it. I get a feeling in the pit of my stomach that I know it isn’t right, but the words keep coming anyways. It’s such an impulsive thing!

Laura

That pit in my stomach is the key. Listening to that could send me down a whole new road. I know that when I talk about someone else even in a nice way or like you should pray for this person… it breaks trust with the one I’m talking about. I might feel good for a moment because I know something about a particular situation that others don’t know. And my pride is momentarily satisfied, but then what have I done to my friend who confided in me?

Anna

Right…that is so true, Laura. Will they think I just share, share, share, about everyone?

Laura

Yes! And I don’t want to be that person! I don’t want my fleeting emotions to be what leads me in my relationship with other people. I want to be someone people can trust.

Anna

Me too. And you know, it’s even harder for me when someone or something comes up that I’m mad or irritated about.

Jessica

Yes! I may have an issue with holding a grudge or two. ? And when that particular person comes up, the negative thoughts flood my head and the words that come out of my mouth follow that.

Anna

Yes! Flash flood warning! ?⛈

Jessica

It’s like I trick myself into thinking if I let those negative thoughts express themselves in words, I’ll feel better about the situation, but in reality it just fuels those negative thoughts and deepens the bitterness. And sometimes those seeds of bitterness will plant themselves inside of the people I’m gossiping with. I feel like a terrible person admitting all of this! I want to build others up, but instead I’m tearing down so many people around me.

Anna

I know. ? I think it’s so important to consciously think about building people up with our words, whether in front of them or not. We think what we say when they can’t hear it won’t be harmful, but it still is.

Laura

But Jessica, you are not a terrible person because if we’re honest, we all struggle with this from time to time. But let’s be real–our sin is pretty terrible in those moments. Good thing we have Someone stronger on our side to help us! ?

Jessica

You’re right! So how do I stop those negative thoughts in their tracks and KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT? And better yet, tell my mind to SHUT UP as well??

Anna

I think a good place to start is what Laura just said: calling on God to help us in our tempting situations. The other day, I was heading to meet with someone who I tend to gossip around. Before I went in, I prayed and made the decision that I would stop and think before I said anything. I knew it would be a temptation at some point, but I just wasn’t going to bite.

Laura

Wow! That’s cool. I love how you invited God to help you with the temptation before you were even tempted.

Anna

And–this is kind-of funny looking back on it now–there were big pauses in the conversation because I was literally stopping my natural thoughts and replacing them with something positive. ? (That’s me trying to think of what to say next, LOL!)

Jessica

Great idea! I have found that if my mouth is busy speaking words of love and acceptance (even if I don’t 100% believe the words I’m saying), my mind doesn’t have much room to stew in negativity.

Laura

If we do that, then we are free to focus on the person we are with. Building that person up and building trust between us, without involving anyone not present in the conversation. Even if it is sort of awkward at times.

Anna

And it was! Like getting a ball rolling (a HUGE bowling ball) in the other direction, over and over. ? And, it felt like a sacrifice sometimes. Like I was a telling myself not to eat any more junk food today! It’s just bad for me, even if it tastes good in the moment!

Laura

Haha! Can you pop out from behind a bush with that sign the next time I’m in a gossip situation?

Anna

Yes. That’s what friends are for! Although that might be creepy. Just a little.

Jessica

Umm…yeah. But seriously though, I think tapping into God’s strength when this happens is the key. This will get us out of a place of negativity and keep us out of the “gutter”.

Laura

Love that! Lord, keep our conversations out of the gutter! Help us to work hard at building people up, just the way we would want them to do for us if we weren’t around. ?

Soaking in the Truth

Scripture to encourage you:

“When words are many, sin is not absent, but he who holds his tongue is wise.” Proverbs 10:19
“Let love be without hypocrisy. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. Be devoted to one another in brotherly love; give preference to one another in honor, not lagging behind in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord; rejoicing in hope, persevering in tribulation, devoted to prayer.” Romans 12:9-12
“Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable–if anything is excellent or praiseworthy–think about such things.” Philippians 4:8
“How can you think of saying, ‘Friend, let me help you get rid of that speck in your eye,’ when you can’t see past the log in your own eye? Hypocrite! First get rid of the log in your own eye; then you will see well enough to deal with the speck in your friend’s eye.” Luke 6:42

Music to inspire you:
“Speak Life” by Toby Mac “
If We’re Honest” by Francesca Battistelli

Readings to come alongside of you:
“Two Reasons Why Christians Gossip” by Dave Burchett
“Refusing to Gossip” by Lysa TerKuerst
So Long Insecurity by Beth Moore
“Why Do We Gossip? A Deeper Look Into Our Behavior” by Life’d
“Do Your Words Pass the KUT Test?” by Gwen Smith

Living Out the Truth

Ideas to try:

When you’re tempted to share some information, ask yourself these questions first:
Is it true?
Is it necessary?
Is it beneficial?
This has stopped me in my tracks so many times!
Sometimes bitterness is at the root of it. If you find yourself talking badly about the same person or situation over and over again, you might be holding onto bitterness. Talk to God about it. Ask God to help you forgive this person the way that He has forgiven you.
The next time you talk about someone, ask God to help you understand your motive. Are you feeling insecure so talking negatively about someone makes you feel better about yourself?
How do we want our kids to respond to gossip? I know if they see me model talking about other people, they will learn to do the same.
Remember as you are practicing the art of not gossiping, that you will not be perfect. You’ll have days or conversations that get away from you. The important thing is that you acknowledge that it happened. Take it to God and ask him to keep refining your heart and your self-control on this topic. Tomorrow is a new day!

{These suggestions are ideas from novice moms. Sometimes our life situations need more. In that case, seeking out professional help is the right call.}

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